i want to feel more

January 19th, 2010

whenever i see a piece of work that inspires me, i try to absorb it whole, but it always seems that i have not grasped it entirely. every time something inspires me it also taunts me with the little bit i seem to be missing, the remaining 2% that, no matter how hard i try, i can’t seem to uncover… it is the carrot and i am the forever-trotting donkey =)

>.>;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;

January 16th, 2010

on a chinese mmorpg, i saw someone use the chinese name of a fullmetal alchemist character as their nickname. . . . . . . ………..

January 13th, 2010

holy shit i lost 10 lbs since i came back! yay for unhealthy college lifestyle!
i also accumulated a buncha pimples on my face tho…

double standards

January 12th, 2010

i judge how happy i am with my life by 2 things: 1) am i progressing up (whatever that means) at an acceptable speed and 2) how emotionally happy i am

recently because i’m really starting to run out of excuses for my client from college, i’m reverting to a college lifestyle: working every waking moment, not sleeping enough, either too full or starving and too tired to care.

it’s an unpleasant routine that takes a lot of determination to continue. but in a sense i’m pretty satisfied in a masochistic way, because i’m progressing. i’m getting this damn thing out of the way so i can finish my drawings, get a rat, take classes, do stuff/move to SF, get a piano….. too many things on my list.

so hoorah! onwards!

南瓜饭

January 9th, 2010

Really, any squash will do. I saw this on TV at home, but it was done with a microwave. I think microwaving rice is a pain, so I adapted it to the rice cooker. Hey, they prolly adapted the microwave version from the rice cooker anyways x-D.

It takes like 10 minutes to prepare, but then u have to wait for the rice cooker to finish, which is like torture when you’re starving x-D

  1. do all the rice cooker procedures but don’t start the rice cooker, just leave the rice in the water to soak
  2. meanwhile, cut squash into medium-size chunks for stir-frying. I think a big handful of squash per cup of rice is good measure.
  3. start the frying pan, add green onions and squash. be a little generous with the oil since it’s all gonna be squash and rice anyways
  4. stir-fry until the squash surface of the squash is cooked (darker & translucent). the squash doesn’t have to be soft, just make sure it’s not rock hard
  5. add salt and pepper. be generous here too since the rice isn’t gonna have any salt in it =P
  6. check that there is enough (perhaps a little more) water in the rice cooker. dump the squash evenly on top of the rice. do not mix!
  7. start the rice cooker. wait for awesomeness
  8. Mix + fluff the rice/squash before ingesting

Too busy to post pics, maybe next time.

best gravlax eva!

January 4th, 2010

I made gravlax before I left for xmas. Gravlax is a swedish dish, it literally means buried rotten fish (gets your appetite whet doesn’t it x-D), but it’s really evolved into just marinated fish. Marinated by being buried in sugar, salt, herbs, and spices for about a week.

So I made gravlax before I left for xmas. And I forgot to take it out. I finally saw it and remembered to take it out today, and it looks beautiful! It’s a bright translucent red, and is as hard as a bar of soap x-D (that’s the way it’s supposed to be btw, this is just the first time I’ve been successful at it). The image looks a little too green…

Marinated for ~3 weeks

Not only does it look awesome, it also tastes awesome! Imagine the texture of 干鱼片 that is half sweet, half salty, with a subtle hint to berries, fennel, and dates….. mmmm….. <3 <3 <3

O btw, those 2 measly pieces are all I had…. they used to be 2 halves of an entire fillet!

January 2nd, 2010

back to the default theme because apparently all other themes give me weird error messages.